I've been doing a lot of thinking and, well, I...I just figured out that I, I've got a lot of things that I need to say. So, I'm just going to say them and I want you to listen. I'm not looking for a response. I just want, well need, you to hear this. So just listen, ok? (beat) Well, I've thought about you and about us and how we've been in ( Read more... )

I'm so glad that I get to sleep in tomorrow. I just keep getting more stress added. I hate feeling like I'm complaining but I figure I'm not broadcasting it too the world so a little written venting never hurt anybody ( Read more... )

I'd just like to vent. So it's about 8:30 and I just got home about thirty minutes ago. Where was I you may ask. I was at Westover working on the float. I got to school at 7:30 this morning to start working on it. Then I started working on it again in 5th period until well 8. And guess what IT'S STILL NOT DONE! So I get to go back to school ( Read more... )

I would like to think that I am a very stong person. Not physically of course but mentally. For the past few weeks I have been running on empty or very nearly so. Most of my frustration has been caused by school but not all of it. It seems as though the most frustrating and time consuming problems have been dealing with people and/or social ( Read more... )

I have started all of my applications and my brain feels like mush. I don't know when I am going to have time to really sit down and work on them. I have two test that I have not studied for at all tomorrow. I am really starting to get pissed about annual staff. Oh and people who think that all of the gay people should get placed on an island ( Read more... )

So on a whim I looked at my livejournal that has become forgotten in the shadow of myspace and facebook. As I looked at my last entry I was shocked to find that my goal and things I "looked forward" to in 2007 have changed so much. Well I'm 17 now and I don't feel any different. I didn't have a huge party, the family didn't make a huge deal over ( Read more... )

Good bye to 2006 ( Read more... )

I hate delivery! I just called to order some chinese food because mom didn't feel like cooking and normally they give you the third degree, which I always hate. This time the place I called didn't seem to know what they were doing. They didn't ask if it was delivery or take-out, when I told them it was delivery they didn't ask for my adress I ( Read more... )

Well I haven't written in a long long time because I haven't felt like writing much. All the things that have been inportant didn't seem important enough to write about. me and Grant had our 2 year anniversary, but nothing really happened. He's comming here for christmas along with my aunt. Again nothing out of the ordinary. I was the stage ( Read more... )

I'm saddened because everyone has left livejournal for myspace and I'm all alone!!!! Except for Oliver who still writes in here. And Ryan on rare occasions. On a happier note I'm gonna be 16 on Tuseday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! and I'll be out of school Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yay summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Other than that ( Read more... )