So last night I went to watch my co-workers band play there pretty rawkin. So Justin and I have started talkin again. He's in Los Angeles at the x games with all his motorcycle buddies no worries so he calls me last night I'm passed the fuck out... I wake up at 4 and call him back and he's all butthurt why I don't know he thinks I'm out fuckin any ( Read more... )

So it's been a minute since I wrote in this thing... My life is going ok. No worries. no stress. just mellowness. So I'm going to the Kottonmouth CD release party tonight that should be pretty rawkin. I can't wait! well I really don't have much to write. no rantin and ravin. no nuffin!

PENIS!

Well I've spent the past 3 days with Jesse it was ok but it seems like we just spent alot of time arguing.. Sunday we show up in Barstow to get his trailer so we can move it to Palm Springs and I go into the trailer to help him pack stuff up and low and behold the blanket that said Justin and Brandi was on his couch like the first time I went out ( Read more... )

I need to really get more into writing in here maybe it just might help my mind open a little bit. Well Jesse and I broke up again for the millionth time but he keeps on coming back to me why? he told me that this weekend if he comes here (he's in cali workin now) he wants to rent a hotel room with a hot tub in it and take me out for a nice dinner ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do anymore... Billy has my heart on a string n he's just playing with it...I guess that's what I get but no one deserves that...either he loves me or hates me.. I HATE IT! He needs to make up his mind cuz I give up!

At about 11 o'clock last night I get a phone call from one of my friends in Utah.... My friend had overdosed...his parents found him on his bathroom floor dead... it makes u wonder why... would anyone do this and if u did it would anyone miss you? not even his closest friends knew... His name was Michael.. Michael always did crazy shit...he rode ( Read more... )

well today is just another boring day.... I have a headache... I don't feel good... and people suck... I wish I could just go home and sleep my life away.... but I know that's not gonna happen...

I need more friends... lol