im the one they worn you about
"the bad people" in the alley ways,
drinkin and getting high,

my mom wants to move to a farm, and if we do im allowed to get a pig ( Read more... )

and you know i would,
i could,
but everytime i try to leave.
i think of you,
and im stcuk back here.

when you cry,
don't you ever wish,
there was someone there to hold you?

someone???

i think she could be catching on,
i'll have to be sneaky....

I should tell him how i feel,
but i can't bare to take the chance,
cause my heart you see,
has follen apart,
it wasn't fair, not even the least.
im so caught up in you.

so christmas is suppost to be a happy time ( Read more... )

today i did all my christmas shopping ( Read more... )

oh my god, i havent had such a wonderful feeling in so long,
too bad it had to end so quickly,
too bad it made me cry,
the tears just froze to my checks.
but i was smileing (for the most part).

????????

there is no point.
no one can or will help.
slowly siting there killing yourself.
anything you can find you'll do, just to escape.
heart where have you gone?
i never meant to hurt you.
but im pretty sure you did tho.
it could have been wounderful