so what is with
all the high school
drama these days????

so, gahh i thought it over again,
and again,
and i really think
that it just wont work out the way i hoped.
i'll try again.
maybe.
i just dont see the point,
cause your just not worth it anymore.

(ps. thanks for letting me act like everything was okay, when really you hate me now, mmm )

This might just work out.

I'm not done talking, I have so much left to say.
where are you when I finally get up the nerve,
This Emotinally charged guilt.
It's finally eating me away.

I just need to know.
No jokes.
No lies.
Tell me this. Tell me please.

im so indecisive.....(if i spelt that right..?)
this could go either way really
it couls go really well and fix everything,
or it could totally ruin everything ive worked to get back,

so should i tell you or not??

my instinct was right.
my bad feeling about today,
figured it out.

i'm getting good at this.

woow,i had no idea people could be so god damn rude!
i wish i never opened my mouth.

Theres no talking your way out of this one.
strick three.....
Remeber.
There isn't much to lose.

there were sooo many things i wanted to say,
you were right there,
but every letter, just sort of stummbled over
each other, not knowing were to fit.
and at a lack of words to say
i just sigh a big disbelief.