I can still smell your kiss upon my lips,
it lingers with intentions.
and then i stop to think,
wait dont do that!
this could be it.

its not fair,
not fair to me at all
what your doing
and how i feel,
i so mixed up
i need to get fucked up.
but with every line
i slowly began to blurr....

i had 5 sleepless nights to think,
and three days of starvation,
i feel much better.
my minds a little more clear.
i know what i must do, and what ive done.
i just hope you wont leave me this way again...

today i need to find a job,
get some drugs,
and get shit organized,
cause i only have a week.
then im free

sometimes i can't say a thing...
but my head explods with words

i hate not being able to remeber,
and when you figure it out,
you realise that what you said you shouldnt have...

im not sure how to feel....

but i know i love you...

: To me, To you,

three folds back on you.

sometimes i give myself good advice.
just you wait.

i feel im at a total lose,
and i dont know what to do