my words have no sound...

i dont know how to do this
with out breaking his heart...

but i cannot feel the same as him.

I'm an idiot.
.period.

no more exceptions,
i must do what i think
and the rest,
the rest well, it just doesnt really matter.

a new discovery,
a sight to reach.
no buzzing minds.
and quite departures.

pickering mall is so amazingly awsome,
and has some hot guys working there,
ah yeah.

just forget everything i ever said to you.
its not like it mattered anyways.

i dont know whats wrong with me,
i feel i need to run away, or yell untill i cant breath,
i cant help the thoughts in the head,
ill cry for hours and faint on the floor,
i need to figure this out,
before i do something i'll regret.

ouch
my body is so sore,
i think im losing it slowly over here,
she took away all sharp objects from my reach .

i have to go to the doctors
on my birthday
woot!