the sky could never look the same again untill u show me how it could be

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school shopping is the worst..never relized how much i hate my body untill today..im dreading the fact that i have to go back and do it again tomarrow..seeing as my moms pshyco and wants to go so fuckin early i have to wake up at like 8..kill me now please ( Read more... )

{x} Fallen for your best friend?: yes ( Read more... )

something doesnt add up here..my moms been telling me for the longest time how i shouldnt waste my time on jeff and how theres so many fish in the sea blah blah..and then i told her how i was going to hang out with him at the show or whatever..and shes like well u know ur going to be sixteen and u need to start being more mature around him and stop ( Read more... )

today was delightful..seeing as i didnt go to ozzfest i went to a local show to make up for it..and it was damn good too..got to hang out with jeff..the nite was just awsome..
its so funny how now something bad is going to happen just because tonite went so well..errg i hate how this life works..fuck..

..he has me at hello..

( are u a serious person )

convo with jess and jeff ( Read more... )

( i dont know what to do with myself )

eh..there isnt much to do..i still dont feel good..my head is not rite..i feel dizy every time i move..somethings wrong ( Read more... )

1.) I ____ Lori.
2.) Lori is ____.
3.) Lori thinks a lot about _______.
4.) When I think of _________, I think of Lori.
5.) If I were alone in a room with Lori, I would _______.
6.) I think Lori should _____.
7.) Lori needs ______.
8.) I want to ____________ Lori.
9.) If I could describe Lori in a word.. _______.

( lyrics )

i feel like some people may be angry with me because ive been upset the past couple of days with all the shit thats been going on with my family and myself..so i just wanted to say that im sorry if i make other peoples moods more depressing or whatever..i dont mean too..sometimes its just too hard to put on that smile thats just not wanting to show ( Read more... )