he hasnt called..im ok with it though..i know its not the end..i was talking to my cousin online the other day..and some of the things she said really made me think..she told me i need to honestly know whether im waiting because im scared to move on..or if im waiting because i feel its rite..and i dont think im scared..i just know theres something ( Read more... )

guys are the devil..yep here comes another enchanting entry of urs truly complaining about dare i say *jeff*..talk about a fuckin SLAP in the face yesterday..ok i called him at what i would have to say was like 12..asked him to hang out..he said he would get back to me on it cause he didnt know what he was doing today..so i called him back around 2 ( Read more... )

THINGS YOU ARE WEARING ( Read more... )

yesterday didnt work out as planned..never ending up hanging out with jeff..we both thought we ditched eachother..cause i called him up and told him im gunna go get him at 130..but i wasnt able to get him a ride till like 230 so i called him to tell him that and he had already left..but i talked to him today and got it straightened out..he asked me ( Read more... )

eh..i dont really know what to say..im emotional..i just wish things were different..im supposed to hang out with jeff on thursday..i dont really know how thats gunna go..i dunno i wish when we hang out its more about us..its never just me and him..i want to just be with him for awhile..see what its like for him to hold me again..i miss that ( Read more... )

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why is it ok that im not with u ( Read more... )

i feel like doing something daring..things are going to good right now and im not used to it..ever sence me and jeff talked hes called me everyday..its weried..im not complaining..its just..not normal..i went fishing today..my brother wouldnt let me cast..that freak..
( drunks come out to play )

today was kinda kool..i was bored out of my mind so me and mandi decided to take a walk in the res..it was kinda nice..just got to talk..
i wish that there was more to do around here..its so boring..
eh pointless entry

alrite to explain the last entry..two nites ago jeff promised me that he would call me yesterday morning so we can hang out and what not..he never called..and he did this twice in a row..so i just flipped out..jess and my brother wanted to drive through shelton so jess could kill him so we did..we didnt find him at first but then on our way to ( Read more... )