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What war means to me....
I wanted to post this not because I want attention or sympathy or pity. I am posting this because I feel its something other people should struggle should read about. It's something that I felt that I needed to get off my chest. Most importantly, it's something that I feel other people can relate to and if what I write can make a difference in one ( Read more... ) -
Am I sorry....
I am sorry but in a way I am not. I have takena few friends I don't talk to and set my profile on private if you still choose to be friends please message me so I can re-add you. I have been having issues and I couldn't afford to stay public and I couldn't keep up wiht entries so I stopped commenting which I mostly apologize for. I can't keep up ( Read more... ) -
CDO and waiting for you...
So I have cdo duty this weekend on the base. Nothing much special honestly just sitting here at work listening to IT1 and Chief telling stories and whatnot. Don't want to go home just yet because its 26 degrees outside and it is way to cold to walk out there. I might freeze to death jsut walking home across the street. This weekend has been such a ( Read more... ) -
"I don't know how you do what you do..."
"I'm so in love with you, it justs keeps getting better." -Lonestar "Amazed" The same quote I think applies to myself and Matthew, I don't know lately I was so miserable and on an emotional highrise. I just felt so bad it was crazy. I don't know and then he did something to bring up my hopes. In Norfolk my favorite place to go was Iowa Point ( Read more... ) -
Alright and update for you....
Went to medical today... I have been having headaches non stop on and off for the past week. I have 2 baby rashes in two different places. Medical gave me a few more appointments. They think it might be stress related but they are not sure just yet so we will have to wait and see. Tomorrow I am so excited I get to see my baby. He is so excited ( Read more... ) -
An update for the world to see...
So I have not been on way to much at all and I do apologize for that. It has been very hectic and I lost my best internet source for a while so I scrounge about for internet at the moment. I am trying to catchup on everyones journals so I will be reading but I may not be able to comment for the time being. Work has been very busy and I end up ( Read more... ) -
Career Development Board and others...
Had my career development board yesterday and as of right now it is not looking so well. It sucks when people are trying so hard to reassure you that everything will turn out alright when everything leading up to that moment has gone so horribly wrong. These people are so nice here and have such good hearts but my failed hope is not with them, its ( Read more... ) -
Getting by...
Its weird this place is so dead depressing. All the people seem so miserable here and it seems not many people get far here. The one guy who has been working here a long time has only said its been getting worse and I believe him to. The base itself seems gone, not much here and no beauty can even be found in the winter because its too cold and the ( Read more... ) -
2008-2009 the ending of the year
Alright so the entries I have promised are finally here. A list of everything that happened before coming here. On Dec 17 I checked out of my command and after some hassal I was over and done with. Pretty much after I was laid back and relaxed (even though I still ran around like crazy) until the 23rd when Matt and I went and drove down to my ( Read more... ) -
As the holidays come to a start
Only a few days left until the holidays arrive. Though it does not feel like it for most of us here on the base it still is a holiday. Some of the ships have put up christmas lights and some of the shore commands have decorated a bit. I have been spending it packing and moving. I am sorry for keeping away for so long but at this point I don't have ( Read more... )