for somehow, this moment, my mind is so blank, yet my heart...there's so many things going on inside of it. i knew from a long time ago that i would watch all of them go in front of me and I would be the one left behind  in their memories and then be forgotten probably forever. and now it has happened. ha, i guess from all these years i've ( Read more... )

每天都好累。

为什么我会这样？

看着自己布满红色介痕的手背，眼神像是尸体般空洞无神。

还记得..刀片破到肉的时候，明明应该感到痛，但兴奋的感觉却盖住了所有的痛楚。

一刀，两刀，三刀，四刀...还不够。

啊，好久不见了，这种把心中所有的情绪发泄出来的感觉。

心里感到的舒服感觉却跟肉体感到的一刀刀痛楚成了对比。

舌头划过自己刚开的伤口。

............原来我一直是只只会的嘶叫野兽。                  

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