Thursday, August 1, 2019 ( Read more... )

I wonder if someday someone will wake up wondering the way I do. Whatever happened to Brian Chu? Whatever happened to Cynthia Huang? Whatever happened to Karen? It's like these people were the center of my life for a good part of it and then suddenly they vanished into thin air. So where are they now?

I think the last time that I was this upset was Jan 27 of my junior year when my first boyfriend dumped me on the last day of finals. It really wasn't his fault but I was upset nonetheless.

I've moved through the stages: denial, sadness, and now I'm just completely pissed off.

ARGH*

Walk the walk before you talk the talk.
Moving forward.

Why?

Amused. Hopeful. Agitated. Sad. Entertained.
I know you, I trust you, but I won't wait forever.

Pick up the slack. Pick up the pieces. Stop procrastinating. Don't fail.

They never said love would be easy...
Found my poem notebook

*smiles* there's a rainbow at the end... I hope.

I'm being haunted by my dreams. The last thing I see... the first thing I see...

The rain outside cannot compare to the rain in my heart.

I'm collecting notes.