*sigh* jessy is back in the field for the next three days. being a military wife sucks because your husband is never home, and in a month, hes leaving for 7 months to iraq. im so terrified that he wont come home ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results
Gregariousness ||||||||||||||| 46% Sociability |||||||||||||||||| 58% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Poise |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Leadership |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Provocativeness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Self-Disclosure ||||||||||||||| 42% ( Read more... )

so ive calmed down...eugene helped me see that im the one making it more of a big deal. so im sorry to everyone i freaked out on. like eugene said, i just have to be glad i dont have doubts about this, like everyone else, and im just going to ride it out, so people will have a chance to see that im happy and confident this will work ( Read more... )

ok, so im getting really upset about the things people are posting on here. Leave my goddamn marraige alone!! Its my life, quit questioning my motives and SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT SCHOOL!!! im soooo sick of everyone breathing down my neck..."You only talk about getting married and getting a job." Me being married is exciting to me, and right now ( Read more... )

i wish i understood the human race. i wish i understood life. i wish i understood why everyone thinks because im married, im not the same person i always have been. and its all the people that havent even seen me since i left mi. oh, and everyones worried about my future....wtf??? all of a sudden im dropping all my dreams?? if people knew me ( Read more... )

so becky just called and we had this huge fight. see, im supposed to stay here at her house while the guys are in iraq because her husband isnt sending her any money to help pay the bills, and jessy is sending me some, enough to basically cover all the bills im going to have (and extra if i stay with becky). But since ive been here, shes treated ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD!! i WILL be a writer thats right bitches!

goddamn its hot! i dont want to do anything but lay naked under a good air conditioner. the only problem--our air conditioner sucks ass. it doesnt do anything ( Read more... )