so...i just read my last entry, and sooooo much has changed! I havent written cuz when i was home in october, i got really depressed because i wasnt happy in california and being married. the only reason i kept up a charade was because im so freakin stubborn and i wanted to prove my family wrong, but i didnt know jessy well enough for us to make ( Read more... )

whats up tricks? im sooooo fuckin happy--ill be in good ol' michigan at 4 pm on wednesday, october 12th!!!! i plan on hangin out with EVERYONE!!! so everyone reserve a spot for me on your dance card, or ill be really pissed. um...whats new with me....? i work and go to the mall, and i got my wedding rings! they're so pretty! i love them so much ( Read more... )

aaaahhhhh!!! i hate not having a computer!!! and jessy is all worried about me being broke while hes gone, so i cant buy one until he gets home. *sigh* i want one so bad. you miss all the cool stuff without a computer. but anyways....nothin is new. ive got a job, and i work like crazy and when im not workin i sit at home with my dogs, bender ( Read more... )

hey ya'll. sorry i havent updated in two freakin months. we went on leave to michigan, which kinda sucked cuz i only got to spend like three days there and didnt get to see all of my family let alone my friends. when we came home, we moved into our own house, without a computer as of yet, so itll be hard to update, but now that becky and i are ( Read more... )

i forgot three shows on my list....
where in the world is carmen sandiago?
ghostwriter
reading rainbow.

they rock.

ive just been chillin here bored waiting for jessy to get out of work so we can leave to start driving to michigan, and because ive had nothin to do but think, ive been thinkin about life. being married makes me realize how fast life goes by. life sucks for the most part when you pass a certain age. there are soo many things i miss from my ( Read more... )

being a marine wife sucks so bad. jessys been in the field for the last three days and hes supposed to come home tonight but its 9 and hes still not home. i mean jeez, theyre shippin him off to iraq for seven months, youd think theyd at least be nice beforehand. i dont know what im going to do without him for seven months. im going to be such ( Read more... )

ggrrrr. no wonder i want to move out. beckys only been home for like 2 days and im already sick of her treating me like her retarded little bitch.

tommorrow: leaving for mi!

mon: puppies!!

ill be in michigan in three days! im excited to see the ones i love, which are very few in number let me tell you, and pick up my dog and all my shit and leave ( Read more... )