Everything is, oddly, fairly well. Other than Anthony and Sarah, and me stressin about school...but yea. I have to send Jamie a picture I drew her, and get Alicia a birthday gift! *screams* What should I get her???? I have to get Lexi a gift too! AH! I'm gonna die!...I have to finish something I'm making, and finish the stories I'm writing...ugh! ( Read more... )

hah...its been a while. I'm in highschool now. I dont know what has happened, but Alicia and i dont talk anymore. It's so sad. She was the bestest best friend I've ever had. We had so much in common, and we just got along really well. *cries*...I miss her *sobs* and I dont think she even cares about me anymore...she never talks to me, and probably ( Read more... )

My mother is in surgery. I am in sadness. I need help, but I have no idea how to ask for it. I am losing all sanity. I am losing sleep. I am losing the will to live. What is there to live for. Yes, I do have my friend Alicia, and music. I am trying so hard to stay with it, but I keep losing. Right now life is giving me an extreme beating. I am ( Read more... )

I'm still sick, and took the day off from school. Oh my gosh!!! AFI is on Tv ...they just came on...No poetic device...Black Sails...AFI!!!!AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!I love! AFI!!! This really just made my day. I was just about to rant too ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here all alone. Thinking of what has become and what will become of me. Why does it seem that 2004 is in to get me? What did I do to deserve all of this? My Grandma dies, my brother gets into an accident and someone gets killed, a girl in my brother's dorm dies, my dad becomes an alcoholic, my mother's with him, my other brother is ( Read more... )