This whole entire season has been wonderful! I don't even know how everything began. I cant help but sit here and just daydream about all the amazing things that have been going on in my life. I guess they might not be amazing for some people, but they are for me. I am so happy. To say that and honestly mean it, it must be true, and life must be ( Read more... )

You know, I've started to realize I'm not happy. I have no reason not to be happy, but I guess I'm just in one of those moods maybe. Well, there has just been a lot on my mind lately. I thought talking to alicia would clear that up but I guess it didnt. It just made room for more things to think about. It sucks so bad...being thoughful and ( Read more... )

The hopeless thing here is that I always clink on "POST" but I never actually know what I want to write. Then in that fleeting moment, it's all gone. I guess I could do a little updating ( Read more... )

i lied. its not halloween. but i am eating a midnight milky way bar. FROZEN, so its evenbetter. while chomping down on this loooovely yummmmmmy baby, i am contemplating howextremely bored i am. its seems as though my space bar isnt working correctly. fuck that shizz. oh man. i ate like a fucking starved face these past 2 days. but im feeling good. ( Read more... )

I just read the past 4 or something entries I wrote...They made me giggle. The sad thing is though, they re all true but whatever, Ive been doing my best to forget ( Read more... )

I hate it. I get things figured out and then I get so emotional. I dont feel the same way i used to towards him, but i always hope that one day it will happen. That's bad. Nothing happened the other night. That's good. But we just argued that its not stupid to have feelings about life. Its not stupid to look back and reflect on your past. He doesnt ( Read more... )

I havent seen him in a long time. and now he asks me to hang out right when I convince myself I can live without him??? How fucked up is that??

Recent events have been making me write in my online journal more and more often. It's lame, but i dont get writers cramp while doing it. So where to start ( Read more... )

I'm listening to the Used right now. I realized how long it has been since I last wrote in this thing. It's getting late and I should be going to bed and getting a goodnight sleep for school tomorrow. We have testing this week and I am not looking forward to it. I'm awfully tired, but I'm afraid sleep is a lost hope tonight. I hate nights like ( Read more... )

well, I completely forgot I even had a livejournal...whoa. so yea, um whats new? It's been about a year since my last post. whoa. ok, I'm not all depressed or anythig anymore. I am now 16, well almost. I had a band in february, but it broke up. I have a new band right now called United Nations. It's me, Alicia, Matt, and Gary. Me and matt switch ( Read more... )