so this is the culmination of all things. funny, its like a silly board game or something, and i can see exactly what has led me to this point-- exactly. but finally i feel like i have reached the end. there is no where else to go....except somewhere else.

today was a beautiful and perfect day.

i dont think i can stress that enough.

an early episode of full house celebrates danny's 30th birthday. (first its wierd coz i dated a guy that was 30 and would NEVER date a dude like danny tanner....ew) but danny's oldest daughter (dj) at this time is like 11-12. this means that danny must have been 17-18 when he had his first kid. therefore proloy knocked his chick up in high school. ( Read more... )

its official....i am allergic to fruit

owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

and not just pinnaple anymore. but the mix of stawberries, blueberries, and bananas.

god damnit.

oh and lettuce. that too. basically everything good for me. at least i can never diet again =)

I GOT INTO SEMESTER AT SEA!!!!!!!! FALL 2006 VOYAGE WOOOOOOOOTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This time next year, i will be sailing around the world on a big boat for an entire semester!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ( Read more... )

do you want to know something that is wrong with me? i settle. i settle all the time. in everything. i simply dont have the self confidence enough to know that i am worth something better and something more than what is offered to me. and i will work my hardest at anything and everything- but i wont and cant work my hardest to go and get that thing ( Read more... )

i love love love sitting on my own little balcony/ledge thingy outside my window listening to music. such a beautful night too.

i was so hott today.....like sizzle hott today. not my features of course- but my suduko and putting-fienklestien-and-socrates-in-his-place hottness. oh yea.

and my journal will soon undergo a change of venue:
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mi cafe esta roto.

my coffee is broken.

days later and i'm still excited taht i found 'fireflys' by babybird online and illegally downloaded it. i dont know why but i love that song...

i am such the extastentialist- and my extastentialist thoughts make me happy ( Read more... )

i went jogging yesterday down lakeshore for 2 hours i the pouring rain and whirling wind. sometimes it was peacful and i felt good. the skyline was in a haze of fog, everything was grey, and i felt like i had the whole beach to myself...it was so serene. other times i thought it wasnt worth it, i didnt want to get back in shape like i was last ( Read more... )