Got the results for the other guys P Test. He's the daddy... I don't know how I feel about it... I guess it makes this that much more real. Pisses me off again. Jessi and I have not been fighting... which I suppose is good, starting to worry though. Kind of seems like she thinks things are going to be ok... The fact that I'm getting along with her ( Read more... )

Secrets gonna come out anyways, so I might as well make it public... Two weeks ago or so, I found out Jessi had cheated on me... More importantly, she'd been cheating on me in the time frame that she got pregnant. This fucked me up pretty bad, but I had, at least, the good sense to go get a paternity test. I did that on a tuesday I think. After ( Read more... )

Yesterday, was single handedly the hardest day of my life. I don't know what details I want to get into here. Suffice it to say, within the time frame of one call, I lost my familly. I don't know what my life is going to look like in 6 months, but something tells me its going to look alot different than it does now. Theres NO trust anymore. I've ( Read more... )

Well, some how, we managed through it... Nothing really got fixed, but nothings broken either. So I guess thats good... Over at my sisters house now. Babies fast asleep, and I'm frying potato's for me sis. Her and I had quite a talk this evening. She said alot of shit that made sense. I guess in a lot of ways, I'm being a bit of a prick. Funny how ( Read more... )

Four days now... Not much more than bitching or fighting. I've slept on the couch two nights, she slept on it the other two. This is not a relationship. This is hardly being roomates. Right now we're arguing about ciggarettes, but how do you explain the previous three nights... There's something seriously wrong here, and I'm not seeing any real ( Read more... )

Not really a lot going on... just updating for the sake of it. Work is screwy right now. Trying everything in my power to get my schedule switched so that Jessi and I won't need a baby sitter. Might be getting moved over to the sales department at work, which would mean a more flexible schedule, and more money, so that would rock ass... Just have ( Read more... )

So jessi and i had another fight on Monday. This was one of the most constructive arguments though. Rather than just being pricks to eachother we actually talked things out, and I think we've made progress. Things certainly seem better. Sounds as if she's about to cut back on rocky a bit, and I think that will make things better too. Its hard to ( Read more... )

As always, I'm short on time, just wawnt to update. Not that a whole lot is really going on. Never is. Just work, and home. Reading alot more now. Since I Started at Citi I've killed off more than 20 books. Read 4 this month so far. Almost done with another. Thats about the jist of things. Tonight however, I'm going out. Gonna meet up with Wes ( Read more... )

Not a whole shit load of time to write anything. Just want to update, as I never do anymore. My eye is almost swollen shut. Pinkeye is a bitch, whats worse I think I may have given it to the baby. I'm a bastard. Now I have to go to work and spend all day looking like Quasi-modo. I was thinking about putting a pillow in the back of my shirt and ( Read more... )

You know whats more fun than a night full of un-abashed, passionate, monkey butt-lovin? Springing the person out of jail that you had your sights aimed on... Thats right my evening last night was spent driving around town, sucking everyones dick, trying to get Jessi's tard ass out of the can. So, now she's out, my soul no longer belongs to me, but ( Read more... )