Hm... Gavin called me. How queer...
I wonder what he wanted...
Maybe he wants me back?
I hope so... I love that boy.

I just felt like updating again... I don't know why ( Read more... )

Here's an updated picture of meeeeeeeeeee. Just for kicks.

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So much has happened... I met an amazing boy named Gavin... He lives in Freeport, but he came to Dixon to see me last Thursday, and we were dating the very next day. And it's been a week, and we are already in love. I am so happy... Seriously, I am extremely happy. I don't think I could possibly get any happier, lol ( Read more... )

I have a new journal. It's www.livejournal.com/~reddishblue

Yeah. Fuck Dixon High School. I think I'm going to drop out one of these days.

Yes, yesterday was my birthday. I had fun, I spent my birthday at Ashley's house. Her dad, Jeff, got me a cake that had the Grim Reaper on it, and next to him, there were the words "Relax, I'm just here for the cake." It was so cute! lol. I kept the Grim Reaper thingy ( Read more... )

So, today's my birthday.
It's turning out better than I thought it would.

I have had a whole lot more "Happy Birthday's" than I thought I would get for the rest of my life. This is such a good movie. *sigh*

So... my birthday is tomorrow...
I really don't know how to feel about that... I mean... *sigh* I just don't know.
I want to be happy. I will be happy tomorrow, because I get cake and also get to spend time with Adam, but...
It's the day I was born.
A day I wish...

never happened.

I went to Adam's house last night to get my bookbag so that I could have it for school today, and when I got there, I figured I'd talk to him for a few minutes before leaving. He showed me his arms, and he had cut them. Pretty badly, I'd say. It's not INSANELY bad, but... It's bad enough. I mean... I just don't know how to feel about it ( Read more... )