Wow.( * )

So, this is turning out exactly how I thought it would.
And now I feel used.
Used, confused, crushed, depressed.

Sigh. The ball is all yours.

I'm done.

I'm so very done.

You're leaving in September. You're dead set on it. I'm not going to stop you. We both know I can't go with you, for a fuckton of reasons ( Read more... )

What is it with me being surround by, and forced into the middle of, a fuckton of drama ( Read more... )

So, what was that about taking it slow? Hmm?

Why is it that I seem to come into your life, and then things go to hell?

And how am I supposed to believe that I'm not too crazy, or too needy, or too bitchy, or too anything bad for you?
How the hell am I supposed to trust you?

So much to say, and I have no idea how to say it.

I guess I'll start with you being back in my life.
I've missed you so god damn much.
You say you missed me, too.
I'm still just as much in love with you as I've ever been.
You say you are, too.

Hearing you say that, and not knowing if you're telling the truth about it, hurts so fucking much. And it's ( Read more... )

Maybe you being back in my life isn't a good thing.
But you not being in my life almost had me self committing to the mental hospital.

I've missed you so god damned much.
I'm still just as hurt, just as mad, as when you left the first time, plus all of the hurt and anger that came along with it.

I don't know who I'm supposed to be around you. 

Oh holy crap.
ohgodohgodohgod.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy did you send me a friend request?
Far as I know, you didn't like me.
You are the current girlfriend to my ex.
Oh god. Why, god, why.
O_O

Are you fucking kidding me?
So, if it's you being bitchy at someone else, and them being pissy about it, then they're blowing it out of proportion.
But if someone calling you on your shit, then you're being attacked.
I honestly do not think that if I did not need a ride to game and back that I would put up with it.
>_And if it was just one of you, ( Read more... )

So, you come over, with the intention of 'making up' and trying to fix things. You come over, after midnight, we both get off, and you leave at 4:30. Cause that makes me feel all shiny, warm and happy.