...it is to get paid $1300 AFTER taxes, then pay bills in one day and only have $200 left.

what the fuck, so much for big birthday bash...

or my kidney treatment in two weeks...

whatever.

I have to voice my concernes for this...but I cant do it on Myspace, where I might actually get some advice...because he sees that ( Read more... )

Today has been a slow day, so I decided to update this thing a little bit. I am not happy with some parts of my life and I don't even know why ( Read more... )

I know it has been a very long time since I updated this thing. I never do mostly because it's just a boredom tool for me, no one really reads it...but to those very few that do...this is an update for you ( Read more... )

BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT ( Read more... )

I fear I have died inside. I wish for the deep sleep that death brings. Let the sweet sorrow of sleep consume me, let it show on the outside as it does from the inside ( Read more... )

That the older you get the more you realize that life is really just pointless. Lately I have been thinking about who Athene really is, and trying to find her. I get lost in the thoughts of why do we live life? What purpose does it really serve? Is it all really just to grow up, get an education, work, have a family, and then die? What is the point ( Read more... )

I always wondered, is it actually true that once you hit rock bottom the only place left to go is up? It seems every time I think I hit rock bottom, the rock caves into a large mine shaft that continues to let me fall. "It can always be worse" this I know, because it always gets worse ( Read more... )

I just thought I would write that I am extreemly happy. Giddy happy. Giggling happy. Bright and sunshiny happy.

A little update from the peanut gallary.

delete delete delete...

I lied