Comments | midnightsun06: no reading between the lines...its all that i wanted to say everytime you told me to shut up

midnightsun06

no reading between the lines...its all that i wanted to say everytime you told me to shut up

Jan 13, 2007 20:45

I guess I’m getting what I deserve. Believing in karma has brought it back to me in a more real sense…more than I can handle almost.

I think I’ve been using that words a lot lately deserve What do I deserve? What does he?

de·serve /dɪˈzɜrv/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[di-zurv] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciationverb ( Read more... )

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"you" anonymous January 13 2007, 21:18:59 UTC

i found out which "you" i am. i wasn't that hard. i just have to say that im really really sorry more than anything. you know i love you with alllll my heart even if i didn't show it for that amount of time. yeah i know, i still should have, i know. but i didn't. I've already told you why i haven't. you said you like being a girl in every way, well i like being a guy in every way, even right down to forgetting so many things and losing my romantic side. i know it will come out of me now, now that i know what is happening and what you want. and it will come out even more after we get married.(if time permits. if it doesn't, im sure you will understand because of work and school which means a better life for us and our kids later on. i have a feeling you will be more open to it after we say "the words") to recap jaan, I'm just really sorry and i hope things get better between us, like they use to be. I'm gonna be the old me. i miss those days, from my nicknames to you (POCKET LINT) to our "granny kisses"!!!! wink! wink! i miss it all. i ( ... )

Re: "you" midnightsun06 January 14 2007, 01:07:16 UTC

its always that i have to give something to you to get the things that i should already be getting. Why will you only love me if i "never do those two things" What you're asking me to not do conditional...and what i want from you. I shouldnt even be having to ask for it. I think its already lost hope. The i told you that i want you to love me again, that day did it, and i doubt we can ever go back. Love is supposed to be UNconditional. I loveall the condiontions you place on "us"....

Re: "you" midnightsun06 January 16 2007, 13:37:06 UTC

you can tell i was mad when i wrote this look at all the typos *wink*

*What you're asking me to not do is conditional...and what i want from you has no conditions attached to it

**The day i told you that....
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anonymous January 16 2007, 00:47:36 UTC

where does mauricio fit in all of this?

midnightsun06 January 16 2007, 04:38:44 UTC

Well I suppose that he will find someone who deserves (see definition above.) his love his thoughts and his dreams. Someone who he can call his own and who can give all of herself to him. He’ll eventually have something that’s balanced. I know that he will find that one girl who will be the wind beneath him as he jumps over the hurdles in his life, and he will hold onto her forever...

…or least forever until he doesn’t need her anymore.

mauricio will have what he's looking for, and he'll fit very well into it.

anonymous January 16 2007, 06:14:47 UTC

I hope so. But he really wanted you and you acted like you wanted him too. For ever minute detail he told me about you and your life... I dont even know you or how you feel for him. But I know how he felt for you. Up until recentally he has been my best friend for years and I know how much he wished you and hussein wouldnt work out just as to have a chance with you. In his own words he said that his heart beats for you.

I don't really know why I am saying all of this. I guess I am just looking for answers. I can imagine the picture he painted of me to you. I wish I could say a word or wave a wand to show that I'm not some 'crazy lady' as you put it. But more in touch with reality I can only hope that you would have pity on me and explain things and some of the situations that I wouldn't put in a public comment.

Though in all honestly I expect you have no intrest in talking to me.
-brielle

midnightsun06 January 16 2007, 08:53:01 UTC

i don’t have any problems talking to you, although im not sure how much clarification i can bring. We all have our character flaws; as I have mine, Hussain has his, Mauricio has his, and I’m sure you have your own. And we all have justification for it. I see no reason why you would trouble yourself to go out of your own way and clear up a fogged image of yourself to me, but just for your own peace of mind. Whatever your motives are, im open to it.

You know my aim sn, contact me through there if you wish. (I’m always away, just leave a comment and ill get back to ya…) or email me anasajid@hotmail.com

And in all honesty…don’t ask me to pity you..