sdrawkcab

[midnightsun06]

I’m trying so hard to give you what you want. I can feel myself slipping away. I had such pride for myself once. Now all I do is wonder what happened to that girl. What made me lose that sense of right and wrong. When did I lose the knowledge of knowing when to fight for some things and (never) letting others go. I’m struggling to keep up. I feel

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[amante_de_m]

why hide the 'dear''s?
blinkingcousor=not finished o need help

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[midnightsun06]

i was trying to calm him down..he was mad about something, and he got pissed cause i called him dear and honey...and other terms of affection. he thought i was mocking him, i meant it with great deal of heart. so i "hid" them so that he couldnt see them, but their meaning would still be there.

and the blinking cousor cause i'm waiting for him to respond. like..ive said what ive wanted to say, now as i wait for him to speak or do something, i wait.
...among other things. :) i like its constant rhythm. It's always there. it'll always blink.

[amante_de_m]

sigh. men...life.