Yay for _apoetictragedy!

Oh my god, this is weird.

I found two songs that go with my life right now perfectly.

One right after the other on the cd im listening to.

Never meant to break your heart
The changing of times.

..but I had to. I mean just look at what strangers think about me!

Hate me hate me hate me dont kill me dont kill me dont kill me.

( Silverstein. )

Stars FaIIing [9:58 PM]: Why does this house bring so much pain?
Stars FaIIing [9:58 PM]: depression, I mean.
Stars FaIIing [9:58 PM]: Or is it not this house, but the fact of being alone?
Stars FaIIing [9:59 PM]: And why am I so scared of the telephone? I'm always scared to dial out. What's wrong with me?

Advice: never put a CD in the microwave.

Why write what no one cares? Why share your inner thoughts to be critisized if no one critisizes? I think I will just stick with my paper journal.

I'll check up on everyone sporadically.

I lost it.

( Don't go outside and discover that you like being free. )