Therapy?

Jesus, and you're the one complaining about money all the time.

These past two days have been AWESOME. Man, Thursday, as you all know, I just let out all of what I felt inside all the misery, and then Friday came and it was like IUFEHTGWJ HAPPY!)(*# Man, oh, man. My mom took Jason, Nick and me to Maggie's party. Today my mom told me that he "kept me in his conversation" and that "impressed" her which took me ( Read more... )

You know that thing that we all did when we were younger, by placing a blade of grass between our thumbs to make that incessant noise? Me and Sarah were doing that after school. Man, I love that girl. We crack eachother up. Haha, I love pretending to shoot the seagulls and saying "CHICKEN WINGS ( Read more... )

I'm exploding. This is the second day in a row that I have sequestered myself in my room to be alone and cry to music. I mean right now, I am shaking. I cant take it anymore. Why is everything like this? I just want to be close. I don't want to hurt anyone. And I don't want to make people feel bad or like jerks. I know you love me and I, you. But I ( Read more... )

Am I worthwhile?

Actually, that journal is going to be for me purely so I can post conversations and so I can vent on how happy/upset I am. Looks like I am the bad person. Never wanted it to be this way, but You really can't do anything. All you want to do it vent to yourself, but it goes up and blows you in the face. Well that's life.
Atleast mine.

Will we still be able to go to Underoath?
Will all hope of seeing the singer's last performance slip away?
Stay tuned for another exciting adventure of..The Life Of Ashley!

I'm going to my grandparent's house today and I get to watch my grandfather dance with Santa Clause.

Bored all day. Then I went to Jason's house. He gave me the CD I'm listening to right now because of how he was being an 'asshole' which he wasn't, and I told him he didnt have to do that and he was like, "Yeah I did.." I guess I'm gonna have to learn to take compliments and gifts well ( Read more... )

Today has been a cold saturday.

But it will get better.