Ewwwww. If there's anything i hate it's bugs. I knew that there would be some but i thought we'd be able to keep it to a minimum at least in the house. unfortunatly, that isn't happening the way i hoped ( Read more... )

THE WESTBORO BAPTIST CHURCH IS GOING TO BE PICKETING THE BASE I LIVE ON. they are going to be right down the road and i can't do anything about it. i want to throw things at them. they are the lowest form of humanity. if we happen to go off base and past them, and they say something...i will throw the first thing i can get my hand on at them.

like every year i'm striving to lose weight. i do it every summer, lose about 20 lbs, then in the winter i gain it all back. I'm thinking it might work this time because...it's hawaii...and there is no like..cold season. so i can eat fruit and salads and stuff all year round and not feel like..i don't know. you know how in winter you want hot food ( Read more... )

Hm. well, i see that an update is in order.
Ben's done with training and has been assigned to his new duty station, which is freakin HAWAII!! yeah, it's great. i love it here. it's beautiful and just..wow. yeah. he deploys in november though, which sucks A LOT. I'll need visitors.

Coming back to the states on saturday,...for good i assume. Ben's leaving for the Army the 27th. He'll be training from 6-8 months and i don't know if i'll see him in that time, which sucks ( Read more... )

i don't know. maybe coming home isn't going to be what i think it's going to be. things are different. i don't want to be let down. but i know it'll happen because that's what happens in 5 years ( Read more... )

i really don't know what i'm doing anymore. *sigh* i can't wait to come home, to spend time with friends and family i haven't seen in years. To feel like i'm home again. at the same time, Ben will be here. And oh my god, will i miss him. There are so many people that wish they had someone like i do. and i'm going to leave him for 6 months ( Read more... )

dana stayed a couple of days with me. it was fun. we sat around and did absolutly nothing. fantastic vacation. now i'm getting ready to head to heidelberg to spend the weekend with missy. i wish i could steal her and bring her back to SC with me. that would be awesome.
that's pretty much all that's going on. blah.

i cut my hair.

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working day shift kind of sucks nuts. it's cool to get off of work early, but it sucks having to go to bed early.
and if it doesn't stop raining, i'm going to get soaked tomorrow while i walk to work.
fucking shit.

So, anyone know a good piercer? Someone with experiance and all that? Cause, yeah. if so, let me know. If they're looking for a job. I can help them. they can help meh ( Read more... )