mom says that i expoect way too much out of evertyhign then when it happend im let down and dissapointed cause it didnt live up to my expectations

maybe this is why after everything latley i end up crying in my room saying how much everything sucks and i feel bad cause most of this is david plans i dunno im so fucked up like that valentines day ( Read more... )

soo.... jordan canit wait till christmas!! to see what david is buying/bought her!! they are the only presents that i dont know about so far so yah and i wastn snooping mom just needs to learn how to online shop from ae and she will be fine! haha and she needs to be more discreat to frigg but w/e its alright that i know i guess cause im going to ( Read more... )

i got a rose today in my locker

so UNB tomorow with sarah pumped much.  i think so.

I had lots of fun last night.  First night in a while.  I dont drink so when i do whoa it was crazy 2 coolers and i was gone oh well i had so much fun and i cna remember it i dont remember getting in the building to much like waklking down to the pub i remeber my many bathrrom trips with david holding his arm so i can walk straight and not look ( Read more... )

I went from cloud number 9 back to rock bottom in just seconds.  that fall hurt ouch..

i have been sittng here staring at all the people signing in and out wishing that the next one would  be you.  well it hasnt yet so i guess ill just keep sitting here staring till it is you.

i feel down again crying has started up again like things were going so good and she had to do this again shes giving him till saturday to figure out what hes going to do and she said this time its me or all of them ( Read more... )

so im a mess once again why does this always happen ugh like honestly i hate you i cant said your fucking voice or to look at your fucking face i dont know how he looks at you or puts up with you i hope you go to unit nine you bitch its our lives  not your get used to it and live your own you ask why we fucking hate you i wonder look at waht your ( Read more... )

Jordan <3's her promise ring!

ugh so i thought i had the perfect 1 year present for david i bought him a hoodie and a i trip so we decide to go out and try the i trip out to make sure it works it doesnt so now i havr to take it back and it was open box thats the one the guy gave to me and it was 20 dollars cheaper they arent cheap but he said ti works fine dont worrie it is ( Read more... )