"don't worry--if i forgot you, i would want to get to know you again" :)

Does it matter if you find out the person you trusted most lied?

I believed those lies to be true, and they changed my life for the better, so does it really matter?

I smile every time my phone goes off, I peer at the screen, and see a message from Brett's mom saying "I love you."

The only thing that hurts is that I hurt you.

Things have been good I guess, considering ( Read more... )

a couple nights ago, I had my first good dream...

EVER.

:):)

i'm happy.

but lately it's becoming increasingly apparent that this is not the case for anyone around me.

I try to remember my dreams by speaking a summary aloud, but now all i can remember are those few words I spoke this morning.

Four young men, robbing a bank.  One shot in the face. Blood everywhere.

i've been gone so long
gone so long...

but i will come back
i will come back
for you.

sunny was my first new years kiss.

i love ilex so much. i wish she could stay here with me.

i miss brett

i'm afraid of change