i wish the sky could eat me, and the stars could witness it happen... that's pretty much the way i feel at this very moment..!? dont you ever feel like you've lost something, what was yours...?? i get that feeling everynow and then, its like i trip over my feet noticing that these thoughts of emotions float around my head way too much.... ( Read more... )

its very nice outside.... the day feels like its going to be a good one! i think veg. lo-mein sounds super right now!!(= i jumped out off the shower about 10 min. ago, but im still wrapped in my towel... its kinda chilly with the nice fresh breeze licking at my face.. but it feels so soothing.. last night was fun! we played,(which was awful!)then ( Read more... )

i feel super dead right now... haha! its not even funny, i looked at myself in the mirror... and uhh, i looked like a wreck... im sad, i dont look petty right now./= anyhow i had another thrash-core night! a bunch of us went to karina's to hang out, then we went to hillbilly's!! it was the BEST! i danced the whole night away with DONNA!! i had a ( Read more... )

i thought friday's were suppose to be cool?! i find it rather boring... hang out, smoke pot, get drunk, and go eat at dEnNy'S(justin and donna)!(= this always seems to be the same routine... oh and waking up the next day feeling totally disgusted with life and what it has to offer...? its just a big kick to the face!! by the way am i the only one ( Read more... )

I think i'm catching a cold or something, i've realized nothing ever seeems to be right with me and things.... life sucks! in this world there is no room for excuses, so i've learned. things have been alittle confusing for me lately, but in reality i make a big deal about minor things. and no these are not GIRL problems, so you people out there ( Read more... )

my grandfather turned 63! HELLO i had a blast!! last night i hung out with eddie, john, justin, waldo, and my family!! not too bad. omar, eddie and i were suppose to go to convergy's to get JOBS!!! but that didnt happen(duh were lazy)!! i hope tomorrow will be a better day. i'm also hoping that i get to register at pan-am for the spring..!! i went ( Read more... )

last night was fun!! i hadn't had fun like this in awhile, i mostly talked to adrian and meagan at vfw. but that's besides the point! there super cute together...(it reminds me of something). anyhow the show at vfw was cool, i saw a ton of friends so i pretty much had alot of fun.. =) me, eddie, angel(portland angel), omar, and adrian are making a ( Read more... )

i've been feeling very sick and light headed lately. today was an ok thanksgiving, it was nice to see my family altogether at once. i talked to this one person today that i hadn't heard from in awhile, that was really sweet of her to call and wish me a happy thanksgiving!! haha thanks. is anything going on tonight? last night was just kinda like a ( Read more... )

well today was a stressful day... im glad everything went well with the recording process. i hope we have a safe trip heading back home.. we probably wont leave here till like 5 or so... happy birthday karina, once again! hope you have rad day! we play here in austin @ Emo's with WB2D, kegcharge, krum bums, and us of course(bsa). hope everything ( Read more... )

I'm so happy with the way B.S.A. has been progressing. The tough practices that we've been having lately is actually paying off to a certain extent! the new party punk d-beat songs that we've written have made me feel like i'm really having fun with this band!! its the best!! last night i went to that ny relix show it sucked, mostly cuz i hate that ( Read more... )