life is a crock of shit. all of it. every minute. every action. crocks of shit shit shit. college is stupid as well.

"and it all begins and ends too soon for us to realize what we can loose"
mandi leigh fenkell 6/19/86-6/23/05
i'll miss you forever

well its been just about fucking forever since ive been on this thing. not that anybody reads this shit but whatever.

my world has been (and is still doing) a complete 360 of my stupid life. so much has happend bad/ugly/sad/good that i cannot even begin to type it all. im still in shock of events of a month or so ago. the stupid shit i do.....i ( Read more... )

wow. its may. the month i end high school forever. and to tell you the truth. i cannot believe its over. OVER. the 4 most memorable.exciting.unbelieveable.life altering 4 years of my life are over. and im on to college which i know will change me evenmore now. WOW. are the only words for me to think of at this moment. and to tell you as excited as ( Read more... )

so i just wrote this massive rant/enrty. but with my luck it got fucked up. yeah thats what i get in my life. total shit.

so it basically said. people suck. friends use you for when they dont have a boyfriend/girlfriend in there life and shit like that. it was very profound and meaningful. and as most know im rarely any of those things. so yeah it ( Read more... )

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so im 18. not as scary as i thought. its kinda nice. im liking it very much so far. and i really was thinking that this weekend was going to suck massive balls, well it turned out to be one of the best weekneds ive had in a really really long time. heres how it all went down:

thursday-NFG with Britt, Ali and Danielle, so so so much fun. crowd ( Read more... )

IM SO NOT REGUARDING FRIDAY. AS OF NOW FRIDAY IS THE SAME FUCKING FIRDAY THAT IT WAS THIS WEEK. I HATE MARCH 11TH MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY, ITS ALL BULL SHIT AND DRAMA AND IF IT WAS UP TO ME ID LIVE IN A TREE IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE AND BATHE IN A LAKE. I HATE MARCH 11TH. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE. HATE.

its been a while. well its offically march. scarry.

in 10 short days i will be 18 years of age. and for some reason im quite scared. not of being 18 but of all that comes with it. the whole "legal" thing. and how if i get in trouble i can get totally fucked.

not much has been going on. clubbing on march 11th in South Beach with people. the SATs ( Read more... )

Better Than Ezra = life. concert was amazing!! That was the second time Ive seen them live in the past 2 or so weeks. they are just that damm good. this time i actally got to see their faces and not Brock's armpit. not that his armpit isnt lovely and all, it was just nice to see the band. and my ole' buddy Tulane was not there. shame. we were in ( Read more... )

I have returned from Mardi Gras. words cannot describe the crazy fun amazing time that it was!!. Its my favorite holiday ever. even if its not a real holiday. it rocked. It was so nice being away from people and all the damm drama here. getting away was great and i wish i still was away.

Here are just a few of the highlights from Mardi Gras:  ( Read more... )