take everything i say with a grain of salt. or don't

I would like to have an equalizer on the side of my head.. not happy or comfortable enough? turn the dial on Serotonin to high.. wow like a blast of E. bored? Turn the Dopamine and maybe the adrenaline to high.. EXCITED AND HORNY ALL OF A SUDDEN! then id have all these other smaller dials besides those 3 to tweak other stuff just to see what ( Read more... )

Well My dream.. i think i would be happiest if i never had to see another human being again as long as i lived.. i'd like to live in a one room shack in the middle of nowhere kinda like the unabomber, and be totally self suffucient.. all i need is a stereo, a satellelite internet connection.. and a bow and arrow and shotgun for huntin... and

You Are Likely an Only Child
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someone from america online is actually visiting my page! so i have one more reader besides kimmi! comment and let me know who you are.. i'm excited to hear from you.. if i find i'm getting more visiters i may actually start writing stuff.

ok here goes.. ahem.. Womyn.. can't live wit em.. can't live witout em.

and since i believe Kimmi is my only reader (if i have any others feel free to comment) i am going to dedicate my next several entries to one of my favorite topics on this god forsaken dirtball called Earth.. Women. I consider myself to be a feminist at heart and i would like to see the dawning/return of a matriarchal society. This would improve ( Read more... )

Holding me down in a mess an unholy wreck ( Read more... )

everyone girlfriend i've had has thought i was i was a player.. every single one.. including the most recent girl in my life and an online gf in Bangkok.... maybe it's something weird about my personality that is player like.. i know i can come off a little disconnected. maybe i'm just smooth like that. maybe i want sex too much. if this ( Read more... )

i need to find out what kind of shampoo she uses.. it might be her hair.. it might be something else.. i can't tell. anyway i probably should'nt be writing this because everything i write just makes me sound stupid.. if i stay quiet people will think i'm smart.. but here is my stupidity for anyone to see... i'm going to become an entertainer ( Read more... )