Just when i thought God had stretched my patience to the max, he does it yet again. It's amazing how much we actually can handle, that we don't think we can. One thing i was discussing with my brother that was interesting is that you cannot just learn patience from reading the bible. You have to be tested in order to acquire this trait. I hope ( Read more... )

I'm so happy! It could be the coffee talking but i don't think so. ;)

What's wrong and akward about making new friends? I'll never understand why it can be made so hard to do. All i can do is learn from my life and build character. How can it be that one day i'm on top of the world and everything seems good and the next day i've fallen down and scrapped my knee on my own emotions? All i can control is how i react ( Read more... )

Wow, this weekend has been really enventful ( Read more... )

Sometimes the future just excites because i have no idea what ahead! We as people can onyl anticipate what we will get, but only God knows for sure. :) Everyday is a new surprise all on it's own. It has it's struggle and gifts just like everyday. I have noticed that people focus on the struggles more than thier blessings in life. I want to ( Read more... )

It takes certain qualities to be able to handle baby sitting two young kids, especially when the younger one decides to puke three times as i'm trying to put them to bed. Sigh* I was interesting and the weird part is that it didn't seem to bother me all that much. After i called Ruth and she and Mark were on their way home i just sat with little ( Read more... )

Wow! it's amazing how unexciting my life is lately. I'm just counting the days until thanksgiving when i'll be home for almost a whole week. Until then i have 4 exams within 3 weeks ( Read more... )

Is it so hard to believe that i'm growning apart form some of my closest friends? Friends that i had thought would always be there for me. I just can't relate to a few anymore and it's driving me crazy? Should i just move on or continue with hopes of keeping the friendships? How do i know when it's no use. I still think of them as siblings but ( Read more... )

Doesn't make you mad when you are half way through a journal entry and you computer randomly just shuts off by itself? I'm thinking that my foot may have hit the power strip that my computer it plugged into. Frustrating huh? oh well ( Read more... )

It's when i'm start telling myself that i am happy where i am that i realize that i want something more in life. I was perfectly content with just not having any romantic interests and not liking anyone. Then i developed a crush... out of nowhere on this guy i had known for two weeks. He was smart, funny, adorable, and nice. It was only a ( Read more... )