Invariably, I have seen the dynamic of unexpressed anger as the motive behind depression, and ultimately, feelings of suicide. Someone close to you hurts you, and “Don’t bite the hand that feeds you” kicks in from childhood. Fearing the loss of that person’s love, you keep silent about your anger and ultimately-as a way to escape the guilt of your ( Read more... )

bjork-

Excuse me
But I just have to
Explode
Explode this body
Off me

I'll be brand new
Brand new tomorrow
A little bit tired
But brand new

he doesnt.
i could cry.
but i kind of already knew that.

oh well.

I don't know why I did it, but now I'm a little scared:

That is like two years from now...haha

If I don't talk to/acknowledge/etc. you, don't take it as a personal offense, but I guess, I probably just don't like you. So...oh well.

I want this year to end ( Read more... )

today has been an interesting day ( Read more... )

I need to be asleep. But...it will be ok, eventually.

The weekend at the beach and shopping and everything was wonderful. I did a little (a BUNCH) of splurging...but it will be OKAY! As long as my mother does NOT find out.

( And this is all PAST... )

trav is the hottest boi eva!!!!!

Travis Ballenger went onto my computer and wrote the previous entry. Although the boy is nice and one of my good friends...I'm just kidding.

The break is/was wonderful.
Justin is wonderful.
So are Caleb and Travis and the beach.

love, judi

I need to be studying. But I have been working on economics for the past three hours...so fuck

on my mind:i'm sorry, only i'm not really ( Read more... )

Justin's Mom's AIM Profile:
Yo all ya homies, dis is that phatist mom in the hood. I'm tear'in up the vaccum and do'in your dad. Peace hommies.
:-)>:o

Email from Justin's Mom:How was the trip to Columbia ( Read more... )