yes, i am dying. of despair. hope has become the last sliver of cake that gets eaten before i've had a chance to have a bite, it's the wonderful something that's out of grasp, the shiny oddity swinging in front of my face as i sit rope-tied. i am out of time. i must decide. decide now! explain yourself, and do it right, or feel the knife across
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I love this entry, because I feel it explains the never ending battle i have with hope and despair. never getting what I hope for, what I truly want, or think I deserve, always makes me feel as though I am not worthy of deserving it. I've tried to do away with that thinking though. it's not always successful, but i try to remain positive that things will work out in the end.
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