live in hope or die in despair

Aug 31, 2009 23:48

yes, i am dying. of despair. hope has become the last sliver of cake that gets eaten before i've had a chance to have a bite, it's the wonderful something that's out of grasp, the shiny oddity swinging in front of my face as i sit rope-tied. i am out of time. i must decide. decide now! explain yourself, and do it right, or feel the knife across ( Read more... )

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silencebywords September 1 2009, 07:47:58 UTC
Are you okay? I sense you're frustrated.

I love this entry, because I feel it explains the never ending battle i have with hope and despair. never getting what I hope for, what I truly want, or think I deserve, always makes me feel as though I am not worthy of deserving it. I've tried to do away with that thinking though. it's not always successful, but i try to remain positive that things will work out in the end.

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mighty_power7 September 2 2009, 06:00:38 UTC
that's EXACTLY how i'm feeling! I'm ok, I'm just very very frustrated! :)

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