Yeah I got an xanga site now so I wont really be using this...sorry but the links in my profile on AIM. Have fun everyone! and to whoever told me to find a friend....uhh I'll pass, one month one day now!

Wow, I've been really depressed lately, I just miss being happy. I cant ever be alone at home any more. Sometimes at night I cant stop crying because I want to just bleed, I think I'm dead, just walking around and no one can even see me. Like I'm not really here, and no one noticed I walked away from the world. No one ever noticed me slip away ( Read more... )

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wow, I just saw two birds outside my house in the phone cord like RIGHT outside my house, getting freaky. Wow, that was amazing. I'm in shock...that was, wow. Haha, yeah...hmmm anyways, some kid walked up to me and nikki today and asked if we smoked pot, and he said we looked like pot smokers...i was like wtf...tard! haha, yeah I donno what ( Read more... )

Yeah Kims mad at me for "wanting tim", yeah even though I dont. I'm so done with this. I was up WAY late doing this stupid project, and then this storm kept me up all night. My mom let me stay home and sleep in durring 1st hour. 27 days now. Wow! I gotta find more concerts to go to, I think I'm on a street team now too....hmmm thats straight ( Read more... )

Wow, today was crazy. I have such a headache. I have to write my 5 page paper tonight and I just started. Smart move huh? Arg, I feel like throwing up, everythings going wrong. I'm so like emotionally fucked up right now. I cant wait till schools out. Its like 26 days now for all who know. Crazy. My mom and dad said it would be a good idea ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm going out to Berlin tonight to see Sara work and hang out with Leah. Its gonna be fun. I'm super excited I <3 Leah, haha and Sara. Arg matey! I'm so glad I met sara, shes so funny. Hmm, I didnt get to go to skelletones thursday. Last night I hung out with David for WAY LONG time. Haha I'm on the phone with sara, and shes supposed ( Read more... )

yAy, I'm going to skelletones tonight with Leah. I hear that EVERYONES been saying crap about me. W/e u wanna talk shit I wont even talk to you again then, god damn, fuck ya'll who do! Yeah other then that, I'm tired, and I cant decide what to wear tonight...hmm I wanna go smoke, its starting to get to me, 22 days now. -sigh- Hmm Leahs sexy. ( Read more... )

Wow I got to hang out with David today after school, it was fun. Haha, I didnt know how much fun he was to hang out with. Its cool. I dont know if anyones even going with me to skelletones tomorrow. W/E I'm not gonna let everyone ruin my fun. I'm so sick of so much crap...I'm done with it all. I cant wait till school gets out and I have our ( Read more... )

I havent been updating this for so long. Wow so much has been going on. I fucking love skelletones now. I meet so many cool people there. I think i'm finially other seth and jason both, I mean i stoped wanting to be around them. I got my pictures from meijers a few days ago and there was one of me and seth laying down together and I was in his ( Read more... )