I know, everyone is probably getting very tired of my bitching. And I know, there is a very simple way out of all of this turmoil that I seem to have willingly put myself into...but its never that easy, at least not with me ( Read more... )

Stay (I Missed You) Lyrics ( Read more... )

In the silence of the darkest night ( Read more... )

I have this overbearing wish, no need, to just fall away, to disappear from everyone's radar. All I am doing is bringing the people I love the most pain. And if I have to be alone, if I have to take on the world's suffering so that I may see them smile, then so be it ( Read more... )

And like everyone else, EHarmony can't compute me...lol ( Read more... )

I struggle with the thoughts of how I used to be, unquestioning, unwavering in my love for him. I think I was being a child, in love with the idea of love, in love with a fictional hero that didn't exist. I had dreams of the perfect way for someone to propose, how romantic it would be; he gave me the ring at school, didn't get down on one knee, ( Read more... )

I had another fight with Erik this morning, it basically culminating in him calling me a slut and wanting to know why I did this, what did he do to deserve it. (That's the very short version.) He wound up hanging up, saying he would call me right back, but I couldn't take anymore of him, so I turned off my phone. I cried for three hours straight, ( Read more... )

-is very confused ( Read more... )

Well, last night, I got the sudden urge to go ahead and see how much it would cost me to get the tattoo that I wanted...Lindsey told me to go to Cocoa Beach, cause they were awesome, so I did ( Read more... )

My friend from North Carolina sent me this too! OMG, I died laughing ( Read more... )