i wanna be the first to know.

i wanna be the first to shout. to scream.

i wanna be to diss the winner. the heckler. the laughter.

yeah, everything they never wanted to be at 18.

they told us we couldnt live in the past.
we couldnt live in a movie.
we couldnt scream and shout.

they said, this is no preview.
there is no cut.
there is no editing. this is ( Read more... )

i dont know why i'm writing. i just didnt know what else to do. and rather than get depressed by trying to think of something valuable to say ( Read more... )

i dont know if the contract to be in this site asks us not to bAsh other sites. but right now, i'm gonna bash the people of allpoetry.com.
the website works beautifully. the onyl shitty thing about it is the people who run it. they censure every one. and they keep their buddies close. real close. 
once i told this guy that his poem honestly wasnt ( Read more... )

this is for javi

migs
1. Name: miguel the migs ugalde

2. Date of birth: Z6 of 5eptember 1984

3. Where you live: in my parents house in guatemala. well we're renting it. or they are.

4. What makes you happy: weed and girls and women, and drawing and art and... articulation.

5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to: i must admit, i was ( Read more... )

well, i stayed over at emily's and i finally got a call from their family friends who i'm waiting to let in.

led zepelin's black country woman.

so i'm lingering.... and i'm trying to figure out what i'm gonna do now, the reasons i started a few paintings is wearing out from focus
and attention transfered to other less important subjects. like staying ( Read more... )

wel the mexican elections are over... and every one's happy. except for those who think mexico 
is so developed that insiders like lopez obrador and bush actually have a chance. the elections
 are way more than over, Calderon won, the nice guy, and guys like my room mate back in college
 who actually fell for lopez obrador's non existent plan, will ( Read more... )

i had a semi spiritual expirience the other day at church. which is weird cuz i hate god. i like family though ( Read more... )

so much time has been wasted. so many fingers have been pointed. and yet we have absolutely no idea what we're gonna do. the problem is, i know what i have to do... if i'm alone. but if i choose to hang out with other people, well of course i dont know what to do. theyre suppose to telle me. but lately everything we do is about emily and and chris ( Read more... )

i am excrutiatingly horny today. it would be grand if ms. perfect or mrs. perfect would come
 around the corner and screw me nine ways till monday again. i saw a great porn (in my 
opinion) and i'm ready to go out to the world.  such availability always comes with exclusivity.

ya see, i think that the reason i'm so picky is the same reason why i dont ( Read more... )

there is no art in wasting time. this isnt a supportive writing to procrastination. probably one of the best kind 
of art in the world, is idle art,yet at the same time... the most useless of art. because when the art is naturally 
composed out of the world, and it appears on a one on one encounter with one person. so such as being one student in a 
( Read more... )