i really dont know why i bother looking at livejournal... all it ever does is depress me. I think im gonna stop.

Wow... I feel like... stressed. Heh. What's new, right? Well... I feel like the next two months will be UTTER chaos. It's not a "out of my mind" stressed yet, though. That pleasure is yet to come, I'm sure. Oh life is just full of wonderful... jests. Don't you jsut love it ( Read more... )

i wish i knew exactly what im pissed at her about, but i dont... i just am annoyed for basically the same reasons that ellen is annoyed but not quite to the extent yet. i cannot claim to know every single one of her friends besides the ones that i am friends with as well, but as far as i can tell, they have their bad influences and their good ( Read more... )

ok... it's been awhile since i updated so here's the gyst of it all. Pate dumped me and i started liking this other guy (rob) (yes, the one i hated before). ive found that he is a truly wonderful person who can love me that way i need to be loved. i just know that things between us are going to work out once the time come to start them. I got an ( Read more... )

well... yes my birthday is drawing to a close. and i do believe this is the worst birthday ive had just because of all the anger and hurt it caused. long story. makes me really depressed. not going there. in other words this birthday was wonderful on friday night, saturday afternoon-evening, and most of sunday.... thanks for all of you that helped ( Read more... )

well.. today i went to school in a white collared shirt and a plaid skirt, with braided pigtails in my hair. if you value yourself, you will never make this mistake. if i had a dime for everytime someone said "hi britney!" or "hit me baby one more time" to me, i would be the wealthiest person on earth. the weird thing is that the fact that i may ( Read more... )

well well well... it's been an ok week so far. :-D the only really bad thing that happened is that there was like this period of about 24-36 hours that i sincerely thought my love had been sent off... and i thought that it was my fault that he had had to leave. anywho. i was wrong :-D he's still with me. and he's soon to be mine. MINE. :-D im very ( Read more... )

do y'all realize that if all 8 of us go, then it would only be 25 extra dollars for each person to pay for the 200 dollars total to san an. *shrugs* i dunno whether that changes anything. it's really not a whole lot. i would be willing to pay it. anywho. just a bit of perspective. lates.

becca

i miss you, pate.

:-( *tear* come back...

ok i just noticed that i forgot to put sophia in the script LOL! all 3 weeks later. hahaha that is funny. anyway. umm when christine was blabbing about me and patrick and robert was first noticing... yeah. sophia was trying to tell christine under her breath to shut up... "*under her breath* CHRISTINE! SHUT UP! *draws fingertips across throat in a ( Read more... )