Somedays I'm so god damn confused I don't know whether I want to scream or just look around to see if anyone else is going "WTF did you see this shit too?!" except it's in my life so no they probably didn't. So, Fuck. Just fuck.

The snow won't stick for long and will be long gone in the morning so I woke Gabe and got him dressed and let him run around in it with Chris! Totally worth the look on his face! I'm glad I do these things with him because they weren't done with me. Now he's red cheeked and full of giggles. We are all warming up with hot chocolate and snuggled in ( Read more... )

Forget about forgiving and just accept.

* My birthday was last week on the 16th. I'm officially 29.It was a huge mess with people not showing or forgetting and it is how it is, I guess? The day itself was splendid though. My husband and son and a few close friends really came thru for me in the end and it made all the upsets of the week before worth it ( Read more... )

The mother rented a hotel on the beach for herself or for us to " get away" and her to since she wasn't sure how long she was staying. So she came home fucking smashed. She fell up a set of one stair with 2 bags and completely shitfaced. However, it's okay we can totally still go. She's just fine. Riiiight. -__-

Finally coming home.

My mothers here. Should be uh entertaining.

Chris has no idea wtf I've been through with all this and he can't grasp it. So if he says he " understands" one more time I might actually strangle him gleefully.

Wish me luck.

We are staying in Norfolk.

Bite my ass navy. Why not fire all those fucktards on the phones since all they fucking do anyways is say " go to the website ". Eat me , assclowns.

Oh and to make it just that much better the A/C has been out for a week. The blower is only blowing at 1/4 of what it should be. It stays between 85-90* in here. SMH.

I know it's been awhile but things have been crazy. I'm a bit to well I don't know how to explain the feeling quite yet so this will be short. If you do want to know feel free to message me and ask for my number and I'll send it to you ( Read more... )