I've bee exhausted just from physical and emotional crap after the past few weeks. Chris has been awesome and letting me sleep as much as I want and getting up with Gabe in the morning and watching cartoons. In rememberance of the babies we lost and the crazy toddler we were blessed with I got a tattoo of a moon with three stars symbolizing all of ( Read more... )

Been the first time I haven't updated by phone in awhile so I can actually freely write. I figured you would want some updates ( Read more... )

I swear to all of the deities that I live with a bunch of fucking toddlers. The one toddler out of the 3 is the cleanest one and he's been up and puking. Fuuuuuck me sideways ( Read more... )

I have 2 infections from the miscarraige that landed me in the ER again. I'm okay and the pain should be less now because the miscarriage is complete. It wasn't before apparently ( Read more... )

Slowly becoming human again. My uterus is still a bit puffy so my tummy looks weird. Chris and Gabe have been wonderful. Even the roomie is going out of his way. I wanted tacos and chocolate and he ran to get them. My best friend called to cheer me up. All the support has been lovely and I appreciate it more than words can say.

Just got back from the ER. I miscarried. I'm handling everything as well as can be expected. I'm exhausted and drained and confused. It hasn't really hit yet. I'm going to bed before the pain meds wear off. I'll update when I'm less of a mess.

Definately still alive. Have a new housemate. It's cool and everythings chill plus the money's nice and gas is cheap bc they carpool. May have some news in the next couple of weeks. Lindz think skittles but shh! Also new cell is 7575133826 and house is 7578552983. Hope everyone is doing okay and happy. I'm taking my exhausted butt to bed for a nap.

Big concert I am dying to go to tomorrow considering it has a shit ton of my favorite bands. Not going. Chris' ship is moving to dry dock somewhere and its going to take god knows how fricking long. I'm used to it at this point. Meeting Kat and Tristan at the mall for a cheer me up tomorrow. Plus both boys have been asking for the other and we both ( Read more... )

Fuck, LJ won't let me update.

*bangs head*

That really just sums up my week anyways.

Still alive. Frazzled and stuck on liquids. Still have a houseguest. Will update tomorrow when it's calm...er.