I hate bothering everyone with my troubles. I think from now on, I'm just going to bite them back and deal with them myself. I'm thirty-two years old. I SHOULD be able to do that.

Maybe I'll call my mom later.

I don't want to talk about last night. Not now, not ever. But Randy, I SWEAR to fucking god, it happens again, and I'm gone.

Anyway, *bangs head repeatedly against the clubhouse wall* What the FUCK WAS PRATT DOING! That was Thome's fucking ball, and now they're both out of the game. I think I might have to kill him.

*dances* Randy's home, Randy's home, Randy's home! *bounce ( Read more... )

I feel like a shitty boyfriendhusband. No, correct that, I am. He's going through a tough time, and I KNOW how he gets. I know he has a temper and is terribly impatient. But yet, I push his buttons, and aggravate him. He took care of me when I fucked up my knees, infact he wanted to carry me up and down the stairs every day so I could sleep in the ( Read more... )

So I was flipping through the radio stations this morning during breakfast, and I came across this song called "Whiskey Lullaby" by Brad Paisley and Allison Krauss (If I butchered their names, I'm sorry.) It was good... but really depressing. It reminded me how happy I am to be with someone I love ( Read more... )

So we pretty much kicked the crap out of the Mets last night. 7-0 and Cory held them to three hits. Not to bad if I must say so. Oh, there was one thing about last night. I.Rode.The.Fucking.Bench. What the hell did I do to Bowa this time. I'm not tired, I'm actually starting to hit the ball... and get on base ( Read more... )

We won last night. :) Which is a good thing. Floyd did good, congrats Rook. Pat's back, and with a bang. He homered, Welcome back Pat Burrell. J-mike too, I swear those two are on a wave-length or something, it's insane. Anyway, I didn't do too well, 0-4 AB. *shrugs* I did the important thing and called the right pitches though. I wish I could ( Read more... )

Burrell said we're crazy fuckers... and you know what, he's right. We're good crazy. In love crazy. Sometimes it's spur of the moment things like that, that are the best in lives. What a crazy story it'll be to tell the grandkids one day. *laughs* My sister said, and I quote "Jesus Mike, you are the MOST SPORADIC person I know ( Read more... )

I seriously think he thinks I'm retarted.

So I'm not the brightest crayon in the box... hell, I'll admit I'm a burnt orange. But Jesus, I'm not dumb. I think I can figure out what I want in life.

And right now, I seriously think I want the Dodgers, the Angels, the A's, or the Giants. I think, maybe somewhere close to home.

Why is it everytime something good happens... something bad comes right along with it ( Read more... )