Comments | mikecoyote: FC

mikecoyote

FC

Jan 15, 2009 08:50

my mom turns 60 on the Saturday of FC. she was nice enough to make birthday plans in the bay area, so that grant and I didn't have to miss all of FC. we will be there from Thursday night to Saturday morning, and if we are lucky, we will come back after my family leaves. so look for me on those dates if you wanna hang out ( Read more... )

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siegewolf January 15 2009, 18:20:29 UTC

It's very hard for me to ask for something I don't feel like I deserve. I run into that a lot, therefore, its much easier for me to dom.

ext_75832 January 15 2009, 18:26:09 UTC

If someone feels antisocial AND does not want to have any big deal socialization or hell...any socialization at all...than why go? Expectations are great if you are into that. If not, thats fine too. Pressure is not a feature that should drive you TOWARDS an event...period.

I agree! aenaminie January 15 2009, 18:40:40 UTC

I have anxiety as well. But I'm making crazy underwear costumes to compensate and have been training poi, dieting, and hooping my ass off. I'm gonna be a total hottie. For some reason that makes me less anxious in light of the con last year and the year before that :P

Re: I agree! aenaminie January 15 2009, 18:44:12 UTC

Also, I can't wait to see you and Grant!! So have the comfort that I want to lock both of you away in our closet so that we may have our way with you whenever we wish!! We wanted to come up around Christmas time but ended up pup sitting.

Hearts, flowers, ponies, and RAINBOWS

Re: I agree! mikecoyote January 16 2009, 00:30:03 UTC

ahhh! see you hit the nail on the head ot a large degree here! Ive been wanting to to wokr more on things like fursuits and dancing and getting in better shape, but i havent. Ive been a big fat lazy slob for the past year. so I guess, part of my problem is that I havent met my own expectations of last year, and who I should be now, so I feel anxious about going ot a place where I feel my qualities wont shine out.

Re: I agree! aenaminie January 16 2009, 00:49:27 UTC

I SOOO agree. I think the big thing I learned that the more you move your body and get shit done that's meaningful to you (to hell with anyone that doesn't -get- it!) the happier and more confident you feel... and, in my case, the more my weird-ass qualities really shine! I'd REALLY let myself fall out of shape in a lot of ways over 2008. But I'm back, bitches. Come join me in my treehousebeehouse!

aazhie January 15 2009, 19:39:29 UTC

:( oh no!
i don't think you should worry about it, I think a lot of folks need to do certain things to be comfortable at a con. No one gets upset about someone needing to take breaks or eating certain foods or whatever little quirks they have! I don't think it is unreasonable for you to do at least a few things to not be so anxious and less stressed! You are spending money too be there, you really should be happy!

aceswild January 15 2009, 20:57:09 UTC

If you want to hang out a bit and just relax.. call me

978-930-1272

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