I get really bitter and resentful of people sometimes. fuck...not just sometimes, but very very often. so much so that I end up having to fight off these kind of feelings. the last time it hit hard (last night) I had to stop and think about it alot ( Read more... )

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so after yesterdays post, I had alot to think about. you all left insightful and helpful messages. I decided I will have to go on some form of anti- anxiety or depression medication ( Read more... )

ya know. I feel down. kinda lost. I mean is this it? really?
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this con gave me lots of reason to think. this marks over a decade of going to furry cons, 7 of those years with my mate, red ( Read more... )

my mom turns 60 on the Saturday of FC. she was nice enough to make birthday plans in the bay area, so that grant and I didn't have to miss all of FC. we will be there from Thursday night to Saturday morning, and if we are lucky, we will come back after my family leaves. so look for me on those dates if you wanna hang out ( Read more... )

I value freedom above all else. I value the freedom I have to put on a furry animal costume in my house nd dance around like an idiot. I also value the freedom that lets me say what I feel like, and even have sex with my boy friend ( Read more... )

so since so many of you were kind enough to respond, I figured I'd give some more back ground to my thoughts ( Read more... )

whats worse? to be give your lover less physical intimacy, or to give your lover less emotional intimacy ( Read more... )

so, I've been much more consciously fighting my old demons of lack of motivation and depression. I made a realization just moments ago, that I have to write down or Im afraid I'll forget it ( Read more... )