SO ITS BEEN 3 1/2 YEARS SINCE I WROTE IN THIS. I HAVENT YET READ WHAT I USE TO WRITE IN THIS, BUT I SHALL.
I REACTIVATED THIS TO GET IN TOUCH WITH AN OLD FRIEND. I RECALL HAVING A MORE RECENT JOURNAL, BUT DON'T REMEMBER THE PASSWORD.
MIKEISTOOEMO? WOW. DONT KNOW WHERE THAT CAME FROM... I THINK A GIRL MADE THIS FOR ME. I KNOW IT WASNT MY CREATION.
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this si the last week of existance of this journal.
goodbye.

in a few weeks i will be deleting this journal, so if you want to be added, leave a comment at ipretendtochoke

ive been really busy with the band. going to shows, promoting, photo shoots recording the demo, and practicing our butts off ( Read more... )

so, i think i will finally buy a car tomorrow. darn things arent cheap. next step. my apartment, another thing thats not cheap ( Read more... )

forget what i said last night, sometimes i get a bit lonely and miserable, and say things i shouldnt. im sure people care about me and do read this thing. and i love the people who do care about me and read this thing. things have just been rough, and i keep saying its getting better when it is really not. just like people keep saying the economy ( Read more... )

why do i even post in this thing. i rarely say anything, and doubt few even care.

im tired of living at my grandparents. ive been waiting on my mom and i to get our crap together to get an apartment, im trying to find a car. im busy working, or with the band.
im definatly getting away this summer. i just freakin need to. im sick and tired of this town/city/state. or maybe im just rambling from lack of sleep...

ok, today was a good day, didnt even have to use my A.K ( Read more... )

i cant decide

i want to go to cornerstone, but is a week long, and i dont know anyone to stay with in illinois

or i can go to purple door fest, in PA., which has all the bands i really i want to see squeezed into two days

either will cost about the same i guess.
i just dont know.

any suggestions???