To say that I'm a mess would be a huge understatement. In the past almost 2 months I have seen the love of my life 1 time. And talked to her probably less than two hands full of times. We went from being so extremely and talking everyday and being very happy to me being absolutely cut off from her life. My calls go ignored and voice mails aren' ( Read more... )

I see a lush flurry of roses standing strong in the winter's harsh white bombardment.  An angelic figure walks with the grace of spring blades of grass.  Her silence causes mental arguments with myself based off no evidence.  All rooms appear empty despite patrons lining the walls.  I find myself hurting to not cry yet crying not to hurt.  Her ( Read more... )

I'm watching the vegetation of love wilt right before my eyes. My vision is blurred with the rushing streams of confusion. The buzzing I once felt in my hand is replaced with the violent shake of my knee. The edge that I've looked over so many times has become so inviting. I shout down in the seemingly never ending ravine but to my amazement ( Read more... )

So it has taken me some time to write in here again after being completely angered by the lose of a huge posting 2 weeks ago. But here I am back again ( Read more... )

I just wrote this big long rant on the state of music and it didn't post.  Then when I hit back it was all deleted.  Fucking twat!!

mis·an·thrope
Pronunciation: 'mis-&n-"thrOp
Function: noun
: one who hates or distrusts mankind
Merriam-Webster's Medical Dictionary, © 2002 Merriam-Webster, Inc.

When I have nothing better to do at work, and there are some good amount of times that occurs, I find myself surfing around what is probably the world's biggest bulletin board, Wikipedia ( Read more... )

So for my first act on this new journal I will give my thoughts on the new Spider-Man movie.  If you haven't seen it and have the intentions on seeing it and don't want to be spoiled you probably should hold of on reading this for now ( Read more... )