In short, I really liked Sarah, more than I had ever like anyone else and i doubt I'll ever like anyone as much. But it seemed she could never understand me. Its hard to tell the girl you want to be with that you like her. Its even harder when shes turned her back on you and left you standing by the road side. Whats worse is when you dont get along ( Read more... )

I know i usually post some crap bout how my lifes going, but suddenly it's become apparent to me since my grandmother died (jeanette 24-11-1939--17-12-2010), that my life has been rather empty. All this time I've waited for things to just happen. Well they're not going to happen. Things font turn out the way you plan which is why you shouldn't ( Read more... )

Ok so as random as this sounds, she actually came back to me. Now I'm sort of confused, of course i still like her and I want to be with her, but I value her being in my life way more ( Read more... )

6 years on and I'm still strangely in love with Sarah even though she practically told me to go and 'f' myself....lol go figure ( Read more... )

So I guess the story's still the same. Not much has changed ( Read more... )

Well spose its time for this update thing again ( Read more... )

Well 2008 you have been an interesting and difficult year, and though you are not over yet i feel that now is a fair time for a quick evaluation. Well education took a real hit this year less said bout that the better, work well good financial year for me, socially well thats not worth a mention there practically is no social life. Meh thats ( Read more... )

See heres the thing now i am 22, and living happily in my single routined life-style that works pretty ok for me. But the thing is I am 22 and that doesnt really sit too well with me. Not that i feel old but i am nearing a quarter of the way through my life now...because i do expect to make 100, that and only the good die young and theres no way I' ( Read more... )

Seems that still have that ability to vent here coz nobody reads it. Thats what is so great bout LJ. LJ isn't even thought of anymore ( Read more... )

21 weeks ago i posted my last journal entry....it'll probably be another 21 weeks before i post the next