I don't even know whn I last posted.  I'm just getting more and more fed up with everything.  Maybe when me and Jonathan get married we should move far far away.  I mean family is great, awesome really.  But everyone else save a few get on my nerves or else they are just drin=ving me more and more insane.  Work is doing both.  Quite amazing ( Read more... )

I know that no one reads this.  So I thought that it would be safe for me to say things in here.  Like ... IM SORRY!  And I'm retarded.  And I never meant anything that I said today that upset you.  Basically I almost did something that I regretted and I'm lucky that this person didn't take what I said and kinda sorta blew it off.

There are times when I encounter a moment (or moments) of pure bliss.  Like being awoken by my love after I fell asleep on the couch.  Finding out that he let me sleep.  Realizing how much I love him.  Knowing how much he loves me.  Hearing his voice.  Cuddling to him and fitting just so.  The list can go on and that was just tonight.  I am a very ( Read more... )

Sometimes I honestly don't know whats wrong with me. But I'm not going to get into that one. Instead I'm going to talk about the fact that I have the most amazing boyfriend. Even when we get into our tiffs he still seems to make me fall in love with him. Even when he accidently slams my back into a hard armrest when trying to pull me closer I ( Read more... )

You Are Girly Sexy
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Sometimes I say things that I don't really mean just to say them and sometimes he says things that he doesn't thing will hurt as badly as they do.  I don't like feeling like I'm a chore.  I don't like feeling as if he thinks to himself "ok now I need to cuddle with her for a few minutes" or "now I have to rub her feet" or even "great, now I have to ( Read more... )

I know that I say this often but I really do have the best boyfriend ever.  He's my hero.  I thought I was going to be stuck with a phone that had the chargerstuck in it but I dropped by his house and he fixed it for me.  YAY!  Of course, I didn't get a chance to thank him properly because he was in his pjs and needed to go back to sleep.  I hate ( Read more... )

I've had a ... well, let's just call it what it was ... a great morning and a sucky evening.  This morning was great.  I saw some ladies that I am on the greeter team with and we had a lunch where I learned more about them and then we got up and walked around Victoria Gardens because (1) it was WONDERFUL outside and (2) one of the ladies did a ( Read more... )

I had another one of those bad dreams where I wake up and I want to be held by someone and just cry or talk it out depending on what the dream was about.  Only the person who could have held me was at work or asleep in his own bed or something.  Anyways it was another one of those dreams that make me wonder if theres any truth to what it is about ( Read more... )

What happened to me in 2006?
I finished working at Robinsons May
I succeeded in school
I realized that I was in love
I found out that I never want to be apart from him
I saw him and my heart soared
I left him and my heart broke
I found a great friendship in those girls
I valued the time we spent in Girls Bible Study
I did things I alwayys said I wouldn't
I ( Read more... )