I have been ignoring people and sort of ignoring getting on with my life in a better way for awhile now. I feel bad I have shut out good people. One is a guy friend who is just trying to help me know he understands my life struggles. We share a very similar struggle with slightly different circumstances. We have known each other a long time and ( Read more... )

By that title, I don't mean my own ghost. I'm not ready to die, yet. But, I want the ghosts of the past gone. Not you, but my mistakes with you. I still miss you. Almost 6 years have passed by without you in my life and the hurt doesn't go away. One of my biggest mistakes in my whole life was letting go of our friendship. I sliced myself to shreds ( Read more... )

My heart aches right now. I love my best friends, but I'm hurting. And, what does that word love mean? I put up with bs? I fight hate? I self- sacrifice willingly and whole heartedly? I give up myself. I give up prideful attitude, jealousy, envy? I care deeply?

...I'm trying to be closer to God right now and I'm not. We've hit an impass and it's my own fault. I'm doing this school thing again and I love it here in Chicago, but getting down to the nitty gritty work stuff is making me feel depressed and I won't fully rely on God. I can't give up. I need to survive this semester. Hopefully, I will be going ( Read more... )

Well, I must be crazy. Evenstill, I am moving to Chicago to start a new ministry program in just about a month. Classes start Feb 4th. I will be living in the Hyde Park Area in a graduate dormitory. I'm wicked excited! Time for something new!

...ugh it will be monday soon oh well...i had fun with Charles today...i am uber excited that we will be having fun in Montreal this time Friday night, hooray!...still waiting to see HP 6 in theatres. Hopefully it will still be there when I can go see it...I met some fun people this weekend, Nakia (Nokia/Nidja haha) and Rev's friends. I'm starting ( Read more... )

Caution- Major Spoilers! Don't read if you've never read this book ( Read more... )

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I am in the final stages of the process of making the decision to go back to school in the fall now. I don’t think I should wait for January. I am not going to the same school. I am applying to two California Schools, Loyola Marymount U. and U. of San Diego, Catholic Theological Union in Chicago and St. Paul Seminary in Minnesota looks good too. ( Read more... )

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