FUCKING DAMN IT.
This shit is really starting to piss me off. Every time I try, I just get hurt.
I think I fucking give up on love. As far as I can tell, it doesn't exist. At least, not to other people. Because there have been times when I was sure I loved someone, and thought they loved me too. And then, its over. Like that.
LIKe FUCKING THAT.

all i've got to say
FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY.
its stupid, pointless, and traumatic.
so FUCK IT.
no kidding.

Well, I'm off to work. And then hopefully back to bed, I'm still super tired.

I went to the beach last night, with someone I've known since middle school. That was cool, and so was going to the Santa Cruz Diner afterward. But on the way home, his car just DIED. Like, pieces were falling out of the bottom and shit. So we got off the highway and pushed the car to a parking spot...and then my friend called his dad ( Read more... )

I'm probably going to lose my job. I called in sick yesterday, half an hour before I had to show up, and today, I didn't even call ( Read more... )

hmm.
its not too often i puke all over myself.
i think i'm allergic to jagermeister. or something.

People say I'm crazy doing what I'm doing ( Read more... )

This weekend was cool, I met my grandma, she is one cool lady. She lives in this crazy house all up in the mountains with her cats.

:)

My family is a trip and a half.

Alrighty well.
Have a good weekend. I'm going to my dad's or something.
Gonna meet my grandma and some cousins.
Yeah.

If anyone knows of someone I can rent a room from or something, let me know.
I gotta move out.

I got a job. Well, not exactly. I'm working at Togo's again, starting the 29th, and since I never actually quit, its not a new job. Ha ( Read more... )