i'm in madera right now visiting my stepmoms house ( Read more... )

wow that last entry was pretty dark. no worries tho, i'll be ok... i really DO get fucked over though, its happened over and over and over with my whole life... that really does suck.

In life i was dealt the get shat upon card. for some reason everything goes good for me for a minute and then something happens out of my control and the whole situation is plumb fucked ( Read more... )

i'll be "home" soon.
i miss my family in madera. i miss my home there.
i'm getting out of watsonville as soon as i can.

the story of my life...
guess I don't know where i'm going from here.
time for another adventure!!

But its a full time nightmare.

I'm officially a trailer livin, tow truck drivin redneck.
I still don't drink much beer though, but I've started to like nascar.

Heres my tow truck, for those who don't know I drive tow now, started out as a weekend driver but I've been going full time for a month now:

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i was thinking about moving back home. to watsonville. but then i decided, i shouldn't. i need to stick with something for once, i said six months minimum so thats what i'm gonna do, no two ways about that one ( Read more... )

sitting in bed still, but not for long i need to get to work then on the road back home ( Read more... )

this is the longest i have gone without marijuana in 3 or 4 years. I think its been a month since I smoked, really, except that I came back to watsonville for the two days before the 4th of july and was high the entire time i was there ( Read more... )

Things are way different here. I can't find a sack to save my life... I've been asking all these random people and getting anything from "no way dude" to "yeah look out for this guy bear he'll help you out" so I'm like....uh OK ( Read more... )