my head hurts, my heart hurts, my soul hurts
i knew what happened....was going to happen.

i didn't know i would feel so

alone.

i may have broken a heart or two ( Read more... )

my days fly by
like a crazy adventure
i open my eyes all i see is him
i close them again, we fall asleep.
hold me, and i will hold you.

i drank way too much Jack Daniels last night and ended up puking my guts out. Then I slept on the cold tile floor of the bathroom.

Not one of my more glorious moments- however it has been a while since that happened. Hopefully I will not repeat my performance any time soon.

i didn't come into this looking for anything i certainly didn't ask for whats happening i just want to be happy, i want him to be happy, i want everyone to be happy but obviously some people just want to have their way, well fuck that, i'm tired of sacrificing my happiness for others i know wouldn't do the same for me ( Read more... )

take off your mask
when you are with me
theres no need to hide
what you can truly be

i'm not afraid
of whats underneath
just show me and trust me
and let me see

the real you
thats who i want
not a facade
or shadow

Last night was very intense i had a few people over and then it happened. we kissed it was amazing. i told him how i feel. he told me he feels the same way ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of my job I hate closing every night I keep finding excuses not to go but I need the job I need to work. I want to find something else as soon as I can so I can quit this bullshit, I'm over food work, its terrible ( Read more... )

I went again last night he was there. He has a girlfriend i think i'm not sure what they are but definitely together it made me sad. at first I was happy to see him but of course I didnt know what to say but then we talked a little. he makes me smile so much ( Read more... )

I had a good time last night. Met some people. Cool people. I met a guy, talked to him. Not sure if he swings my way but I really hope so. He isn't from here he doesn't know how much beauty our little chunk of america has. I want to show him, told him I would he said OK. I want to make him smile when he smiles so do I. We were talking last night ( Read more... )